Well finally we are starting to get somewhere! Appointments have been coming in and I am now set to see the specialist regarding my neck, the spinal clinic about the back and legs and the neurologist about trying to reduce the attacks even more and hopefully begin to get some clarity now results should start appearing. I am praying after all these tests and appointments , not to mention the amount of pain I have had to put up with over the last year, we will finally be able to find out exactly what is causing all the problems on the left side of my body and hopefully we can get the correct treatment to solve the problem or at least make me a bit more comfortable.
I am starting to get used to have condition that there is nothing they can do about and have to learn to live with every day. First it was the cluster headaches and severe pain they brought, then it was the cyst in the back and the lower back pain that brought, then it was the hiatus hernia that they can’t operate on so I have to learn to live with the chest pains and eating problems and then it was the severe reflux condition I now have because of the hernia and once again I was told nothing can be done as they cant operate so again I have to learn to live with it. Can you see the pattern forming?
I am just praying to god that what ever IS causing the problems with the neck, back and causing me pain when I walk will be treatable. The last thing I need right now is another condition that they cant do anything about. My luck hasn’t been very good when it comes to my health so this time I am hoping for a break. The attacks continue to bug me each day especially in the morning despite having 50% less attacks. It still takes it out of you and you feel low all the time, even days when you don’t have any attacks. The pain in the back constantly annoys me as I just can’t seem to get comfortable when sitting, laying and even standing still. Even when its not hurting bad there is always a dull ache which is more annoying than the sharp pain when it comes.
I am still getting the occasional stabbing pain in my back just under the left shoulder and still getting pains down the left arm. The back plays up more when its cold or damp outside so I am wondering if its something in the joints but we will know when the specialist gets to look at the MRI scans. I did manage to get out fishing last weekend for a day session but boy did I pay for it afterwards. My back was in bits when I got home and the next day was agony. I am going to have to take it easy on future fishing trips as there is no way I will let this stop me from getting out fishing. I am fed up with being shut indoors all day due to the constant pains and attacks so every time I can get out and go fishing is a blessing.
