Oh well another wake up call at 3am this morning. thank god it wasn’t a full blown attack and only the shadow that has woken me. I decided to have an early night last night due to me going fishing today and now i am glad i made that decision. Maybe its the fact that i am excited to be going fishing again i don’t know but for some reason this morning the shadow is strong. I have tried to go back to sleep but i just can’t.
Well at least i go plenty of rest thanks to the early night. I am so looking forwards to going fishing today it’s silly. Its like being a school boy all excided he’s going on a school trip al lover again. Mind you i have been missing being at the water edge waiting for that fish to bite. for some unknown reason fishing seems to really calm me and i don’t get anywhere near as many head attacks as i would normally. Maybe concentrating on the fishing gives me some thing to focus on and that stops a few of the attacks developing. As when you worry you can make things worst and get twice as many tacks in a day than any normal time. Stress plays a big factor in the attacks.
I haven't got any swelling over the top of the eye this morning so i don't think i will be in for a painful day and my back isn't as painful as it has been for the last couple of days so that is some good news anyway. My neck doesn’t seem so stiff either so i am hoping for a pain free day if i can get away with it. I will just have to make sure i take things easy and not over do it when i am out fishing as sometimes i can get carried away and when i get home end up having a couple of big attacks.
We'll there is not a lot i can do about the shadow being so strong apart from drink some coffee and hope that eases it as caffeine seems to calm it normally. I will then see if i can’t fall asleep for another hour or at least try and cat nap so i am ready and fresh in the morning as we will be starting early at around 8am. Fingers crossed i get myself a personal best fish today! (This means the biggest fish i have caught so far)
