Yesterday i spent the day nursing my head as from early morning i just seemed to get attack after attack and no matter what i tried i couldn’t stop them from coming. I am sure it was my neck that was causing the attacks to build all the time as it was so painful there wasn’t a pain killer on the market that would have eased it. I had planned on visiting my aunt with my mum and step father but because my head was so bad i couldn’t go. It just messed up all my New Year celebrations and i ended up spending the day alone in the flat and even went to be early just because i was so fed up of being in pain all the time.
My head is a little better this morning but still sore, I have had a couple of attacks but no really massive ones yet but i am sure they will come later. I don’t care what happens today as i am off out fishing at my local lake. I have been putting it off because of the weather and my head playing up all the time but not this time. I intend on starting the year as i mean to go on and there is no chance that i will let this condition dictate to me and control my life. The weather has actually improved slightly and we are forecast a clear days with a bit of cloud later in the afternoon so that is why i am off fishing. I will leave around 7.30 am to get down the lake by 8-8.15 as that is when the sun is set to rise. Hopefully i will catch a few fish today and start the year as i mean to go on.
Well its the beginning of 2013 and lets hope i can make it a year to remember. This year i will get some answers as to what causes these attacks all the time and maybe even find the solution once and for all. My mum has planned a holiday in April down in Cornwall so that is going to be a nice break to look forward to and its also a chance of fishing some brilliant fishing spots while i am down there. Also we se a start to “Fishing Adventures Wales” as its is my first fishing trip of the year today and will get a chance to update my web sites and get them started properly. My first fishing match is this month towards the end so that is another thing to look forward to. I intend on entering quite a few competitions but only the small club ones for this year so i can get a lot of practice ready for 2014 and maybe even enter the big competitions when i feel i am ready. i have been made a member of the Llanrumney Angling Club, my local club, so that has made me really happy and i now have a group of people i can go fishing with.
Well 2013 looks like its going to be a good year for me so far so i am chuffed and actually woken up with a smile on my face despite the constant pain in the side of my head. There are so many things i am looking forward to but after the last 10 years of struggling and feeling so low you couldn’t imagine, i have become impatient and want all these things to start happening now. They will when it is time i just have to learn to be calm and take things as they come. Let me take this opportunity to thank all my readers and wish them all a Happy New year and i hope 2013 turns out to be a great year for you too.
