Well i was pleasantly surprised yesterday as i thought i was going to have some big attacks all day, in reality all i got was a couple of smaller attacks that by the evening had disappeared completely.
After the last few days i was grateful to get a pain free period for a while. I have woken again today around 6am due to me waking early every morning with pain my body is now used to getting up at that time in the morning so bang goes a nice lay in when you want one as i am wide awake. I don't mind today as we are going fishing again today. I have to admit my mother and step farther have been absolute angels as they seem to know when i am starting to go into a low period and seem to be around or do things just at the right times to snap me out of it.
We have had a couple of brilliant fishing trips so far that has seen me become addicted to the sport yet again. I was addicted when i was younger and used to go fishing a lot, but this time round seems worst, i wish i could be going every day but i cant because of the attacks.
I don't like to admit it but i am actually scared of going out when my head is getting shadows or attacks as i don't like people seeing me when i am in a full blown attack, Also i hate people fussing around you when you are in mid attack, there is nothing worst than someone asking “are u ok” when clearly you are in agony. Also i hate to go out in bad weather as this always seems to set off an attack, if not straight away, i am guaranteed to get an attack sometime during the day in the bad weather. I am sure it is the cold that gets to my face in turn setting off the big attacks.
Winter is drawing in fast so it will be time for woolly hats and scarfs to wrap up in to keep the cold from getting to my head and face. Also i can only see us going fishing a couple more times before it is too cold to go out on the lake side. Well the shadows are here so its time to sit on my oxygen and see if i can get them to disappear ready for fishing later.
