At the beginning of the day yesterday i had the feeling of pressure on the side of my head but i didn’t actually get an attack. I was lucky as i went fishing with my mother and step-farther and didn’t even have a twinge until on the way home in the car.
Its strange as i would have thought if i was going to get an attack at anytime yesterday it would have been while i was out in the horrible cold weather but nothing happened. The day was grey wet and horrible, much like today except with out the showers. The weather has definitely started to get colder as i can feel it on my head, its like a cold ring around the top of my head. I have felt this feeling ever since my accident in Cyprus when i had my head split open like a watermelon by a metal scaffold pole. I also have ringing in my ears since the incident, but i am sure it is from when i worked in a nightclub as a DJ, they always had the volume way to high and i think that is what has caused the ringing or damage to my hearing.
Well i didn't get any attacks until late last night and then it was an attack from hell! I thought my head was going to explode, again the sweat poured off me like a running tap, and the eye closed from the streaming water coming out of it. Eventually my vision went and the pain became too much for me to handle so i ended up taking an injection to abort the attack. It took longer for the injection to take hold this time as i was timing the attack and clock watching. I am wondering whether i am getting used to these injections too much? I don't want to be taking them too often in case the body decides to get used to it and then they wont work as well as they do at the moment. They say i am allowed two per day maximum but even one a day is a bit much. Every couple of days sounds about right but tell that to the attacks and my head.
The good thing is i managed to get a good nights sleep as i was so knackered after the fishing trip we had, catching all those fish tired me out. I have woken today feeling regenerated but still have the pressure feeling on the left side of the head (the shadow), and guess that today will be another painful one as i can feel the attacks building whilst sat at the computer writing this blog. So i think its a “Take it Easy” day today and just see what the day brings…..
