Thank God! At last i managed a full nights sleep with out being woken up constantly in the early hours. I actually managed to sleep right through till 8am this morning witch is brilliant for me, especially at this time of year when the mornings are becoming so cold.
I am so grateful of a proper nights sleep at last. I thought i was going out of my mind. For three days i didn't get any sleep. I just kept tossing and turning in bed only to get back up a few hours later as i couldn’t drop of to sleep, it was crazy. i do know that sometimes it can be the medication you are taking that can cause problems with your sleep pattern but i know that the medication i am on doesn’t have any effect on my sleep so i couldn’t work out why it was happening.
Well at least i have now managed a full nights sleep, i feel so re-charged and full of energy, what a difference it makes. My depression has stopped playing up as the last few days i just kept breaking out in tears at the slightest thing. I know it was due to tiredness and being run down that was causing it, but when you just CAN’T get to sleep and, there is nothing you can do about it, you just feel constantly emotional all the time. Its crazy the effect tiredness has on the body.
We’ll i am really made up at the moment as this is yet another day being pain free and attack free. I know that it doesn’t usually last long but just lately this is the longest period of being pain free i have had in a long time. I am REALLY praying it lasts, especially after the weekend as its a Fishing weekend and probably the last we will be able to organise until next year now. The weather has been saying it will be fine all weekend but is now looking promising for Sunday rather than Saturday but hey, i may even go both days this weekend.
