Monday, 22 October 2012

Pain Free… but will it last?

Well so much for a nice lay in! Again i have woken up 4am, not because of an attack mind you, just because i have been so used to getting up early hours with an attack that my body clock is all messed up. I didn't feel tired or even have any sign of a shadow building. I shouldn’t moan when i get pain free days as any day that is pain free is a good day as far as i am concerned. It’s just when you end up so tired from being woken up each morning you try and let your self lay in when you can get the chance and to be woken up for no apparent reason and have no pain or not even feel slightly tired is annoying. I tried to go back to sleep but all i could do was toss and turn in bed so i ended up just getting up and sitting in the living room listening to the radio till 7am.

lets hope the pain free days continue, it is so rare to get them now days i just try and grab every opportunity to live a normal life i can. I have to be at CAU for my Bi Annual check up later this afternoon and that means jumping on a bus and heading into town. I don’t like traveling on busses when my head is bad as people start staring at my face when the left side droops badly and some people can be so rude and nasty to others that are suffering with illnesses that they don’t understand.

Woo Hoo! Todays the day i order my new fishing gear and it should be ready for collection tomorrow. I cant wait to try out the new gear and go fishing again. I am hoping my head will stay pain free long enough to get a days fishing in this weekend coming so fingers and toes are crossed. That's about it for today, again only a short blog update, i don't want to waste this pain free time.