Saturday, 8 December 2012

A cold start to a long day!

These early mornings are now starting to get to me. I would love so much to be able to have a lay in but unfortunately i don’t seem able to. Again 3am the cold started to get to my head and an attack woke me from my sleep. Even though i took my injection i couldn’t seem to abort the attack. The injection kicked in after 25 minuets thank god but has still left the side of my head very sore and to neck a bit painful.

My eye feels like i have been punched and is swollen slightly. Every time i turn my head i get a pulling sensation over the top of the head. this is where my head is actually swelling up around the scar. There surely must be some thing there that is causing the head to swell up all the time. I always believed if you had swelling it was where the body was trying to repair itself and protect itself at the same time.

They said it can take up to three weeks until i get the results of the scan. I can’t wait as i need to know what’s going on. I am going to ask the specialist if i can look at the scans myself only if just to put my mind at ease there is nothing seriously wrong. If they then say i have to be like this for the rest of my life with a day to day struggle to control the pain then so be it. But i want to make 100% sure before i accept that diagnosis! I am still not convinced!

All i can do for now is try and stay warn and keep the cold from getting to my head. I am going to try and get some more sleep as it is the weekend but it isn't going to be easy with the way my head is feeling. I just know its going to be a long day.