I did manage to get a couple more hours thank god! At least i will be awake and feeling fit when i go to the hospital later. I have made sure i am not wearing any metal or any clothing that contains metal including my trainers (ha ha) not even the eye holes that you put the laces through has metal around the edge like normal. well they said this magnet is extremely strong and not to take any chances. I hope i don't have to dress in one of them silly gowns as it is only my head i am getting scanned but you know what some places can be like and they may end up making me strip of in this weather, brrrrr! I don’t care how good their heating is its freezing outside today and even with my heating on full blast you can still notice the difference in certain areas of the flat.
I have had another attack as soon as i woke up again. its getting very tiring you know, all these stupid attacks. Why should someone have to suffer all the time is just beyond my understanding. The left side of my face is sore to touch and the swelling is up on the head around the scar so i am hoping this will enable them to see what's going on. I am dreading having an attack whilst still in the scanner as i know its a tube and very claustrophobic so imagine having a full blown attacks whilst stuck in there. I don't know what i would do, apart from scream!
I’ve had to take my injection this morning so i only have one remaining for the whole day and i now have to go out into the cold. I am not looking forwards to that. I was trying to keep both of the injections for while i was at the hospital so if i did have a couple of bad attacks i cold just abort them and wouldn’t have to worry about getting one whilst in the tunnel. The sun is shining this morning and you can see the frost shining up from the grass and the pavement. You can see thick fog coming from the back of moving cars as you look outside your windows so you can see its extremely cold outside. I think this calls for a couple of layers this morning and a woolly hat and gloves. Make sure i wrap up warm and hope the beast stays away for a while.
