Again woken at 3am this morning with another huge attack. This time it actually made my face droop again. I looked like i had had a nasty stroke it was that bad. My eye had swollen shut, it was streaming with water. The side of my face turned bright red where i was in so much pain. It felt so sharp behind they eye you would have sworn someone was trying to scoop it out with a hot poker. Along the top of my head along the left hand side felt as if it had been cut open by a grinder. My neck felt like it had a golf ball stuck between the joints. There was shooting pains down my back causing my lower back to be just as painful and extremely uncomfortable. No matter what i did i could not seem to stop the pain. it just increased to a level where i am not sure if i passed out or not. I know i closed my eyes for a few seconds and things went very quiet. Silent even but then the shooting pain behind they eye brought me back to my senses.
I really hate it when i get attacks like this, its been almost an hour and its only just started to ease off. I took my injection hoping that would abort it but it just seemed to make it worst for some unknown reason. It took my breath away and scared my a little.not even the oxygen worked. Mind you i didn’t really give it the chance i lasted2 minuets and i was in so much pain i could not sit there on the mask and keep still. It was impossible to concentrate on my breathing as the pain was shooting everywhere. behind my eye, over my head and down my back. It was one of the worst of my attacks. These bad ones are what really gets to me. I actually believe it is the time i die or something bad will happen as a result of the attacks.
Well that all i can type for now as my back is still killing me and the cold is getting to my head even though i am sat wearing a woolly hat to try and keep the cold off. I am going to lay down and see if i can get a bit more sleep but i doubt i will be able as i still have a very tender face and a strong shadow feeling like the attacks about to start all over again. It can stay like this for hours and i have to be very careful what i do as i can easily set off another attack when i am feeling like this.
