At least i managed to get my shopping done before the attacks came back yesterday. Even though i kept the flat as warm as i could and wrapped up when i went out anywhere, the cold still managed to affect my head, The weather had actually warmed up slightly and was very wet but even still my head was playing up something rotten. The shadow was with me all day and while i was running around shopping it kept flaring up threatening to build into a massive attack, there was several times i wanted to jump off the bus and run home but it managed to stay away until i was finished.
It was on the way back from Tesco when i started to get shooting pains up my back and a sharp stabbing pain behind my left eye. Each time i tried to rub my eye i would get a pulling feeling over the top of my head where the scar is. A feeling like when you pull a muscle in your leg or even when you get cramp, that sharp pulling pain you get! This would then get stronger and spread its way down the back of my neck and into the top part of my spine. The eye was streaming with water and i couldn’t see anything apart from a blur. My face felt like it was on fire. I continued to have several of these attacks through the evening and even though i turned up the heating and kept myself warm it still didn’t stop them from starting.
I managed to fall asleep about 11pm last night, thankfully, but was again woken up with a big attack at 3am this morning. The heating is on so it’s not the cold that has caused it to appear so i am lost as to what set it off. As well as being a bad attack it has left me with a sore face and neck and a very strong shadow so i think there are more to come. I know it could be due to a low pressure area being over us at the moment as yesterday it rained all day and i think we are in for the same they way my head is acting. I just hope the attacks will be minimal and it wont be too painful today.
