Another un-godly hour wake up call from the beast. Its 3am and i am dead, well feel like it anyway. My eyes are sore, my head is pounding, i have a sharp pain stretching from the front of my left eye to the back of my head and down into my left side of my neck and shoulder. My god it hurts so much, i wish it would stop. Sharp sharp pain keeps stabbing me in the eye. Why have i got to suffer like this. What have i done to deserve this! No one surely should have to deal with this much pain, please god help me.
Each time i move my head i can fell how swollen things are inside, its like a pulling sensation accompanied with stabbing pains all the time. My god my face feels like its on fire. Please just let it calm down. That's it i cant take no more i have to take one of my injection!
The injection stings when you inject it into the muscle of the leg, hold it in for 5 seconds to make sure all the injection has gone in and then release. They take about 2-5 minuets to take effect depending on the strength of the attack. When they do kick in you can feel it stop the attack. A numbness comes over the stop of your head and neck and the sweating stops. Then a horrible feeling of being drained of all your energy kicks in with a side effect i can only describe as taking your breath away and tightening the chest.
I really cant keep doing this all the time, up at the crack of dawn, i have only slept for around 4 hours. I feel absolutely exhausted. Its pointless me trying to get back to sleep as now my neck has started and if i do try i am sure to wake with another attack. So its early morning TV and messing about on the computer and hope i can get some rest later in the day.
