Its a Start

Well i decided today to actually make some use of the amount of time i waste on the computer and actually write a blog. As to what i will put in my blog i am not quite sure yet but i know i will think of something in the end. I love computers and messing about with them, including repairs and upgrades and i love a good challenge when it comes to fixing problems.

I suppose i can  do a bit about computer repairs and the solutions i find as i go. Hey "compute solutions UK  sounds like a good name for it. We'll all have to keep an eye out on Facebook and see if i can get it up and running.

I best tell, who ever reads this, a little bit about myself.
I am aged 39 (at the time of starting this blog) and living alone in Cardiff. I am suffering with a very rare condition that is called "cluster head aches"  and have attacks on a daily basis. Each attack is like having a stroke and is the most horrific pain i can imagine. Why they call them headaches i don't know as it is more like someone ripping your head open or smashing it with a hammer. It enough pain to actually consider suicide several times.
I ended up with this condition after having my head split open in Cyprus after coming out of a night club (but that's another story) I am told i have to put up with this condition for the rest of my life and that the attacks will go into remission for a while but will eventually come back and the only way to deal with the attacks is being on extremely strong pain killers, medication for the nerve and oxygen.
OK i understand i have to learn pain management but it does get to me when i cant even go into town to browse round the shops or even take a walk in the park on a nice day due to fear of having an attack with no help around or no medication to abort the attack.
As i am typing this it is just getting to me thinking about the condition and the change it has made to my life. I no longer have a social life as i no longer go out from this flat.
Well i think thats about it for my first blod and post as i am new to all this but will def keep it up as i dont have anything better to do.