Tuesday, 4 September 2012

A Strange Feeling….

Well i actually became pain free for a couple of hours this afternoon so i decided to pop up the shops to get some milk. Now considering the shop isn’t really far from me, about 10 mins walking straight up the top of the round and down the side of the church and your there, you would have thought i had just run the London marathon!Surprised smile

All of a sudden i burst out in to sweats, and not the normal kind of sweats from running or exhausting yourself, a very cold sweat that poured like a tap running. My t-shirt became see through (trust me to wear white) and my tracksuit bottoms was sticking to my legs. The shop keeper must have thought what on earth….Sick smile

As i then walked back down the road towards the flat all my energy suddenly disappeared and i felt as though i was going to pass out or collapse.   I stopped to compose myself for a few moments and then just walked home as quick as i could. It started to scare me, as i have never felt like this. As soon as i got home i suddenly began to feel very tired, to the extent that i was having trouble keeping my eyes open whilst i was online explaining to my mother what had happened. Sleepy smile

I now believe i know what had happened, complete exhaustion. Where i have been awake almost every night for the last 2 – 2 1/2 weeks with attacks during the night, my body decided it was time to catch up on some rest and was telling me to get some rest a.s.a.p. ( well at least that's what i hope it was).

I did managed to get an hours sleep only to be woken again by pain unfortunatelySad smile not long but enough to recharge for 5 mins and stopped me feeling so strange. Ill try again in a while and see if i can settle down. I think, that thinking LOL, about the pain is half the battle. If i can think of other things and not worry so much i might just get some sleep.

Well time to sign off again as the shadow is here ( a feeling of heaviness on the left hand side of the head) witch normal proceeds a big attack so it could be a night of head banging again for me.

Peace Just kidding