Yet again its been an early morning call from the beast resulting in me waking up at 3am this morning and then having to battle the beast for more than an hour. The pain was so strong the ringing in my ears over took any sound including the television. I have had some had attacks but never as loud as that. I am shocked it was so loud but at least it is now gone and back to the normal level now the attack has eased off.
My neck is really bad this morning and is also making my back very painful causing shooting pains u and down the spine. No matter how much i rest or try and stay still i still get the pain and its so annoying at times i just want to scream.
Only a short blog today as i have the benefit review board coming to see me and how bad i am . Why they just can't get the information from the doctors i don’t, All the tests i have been through and the hell the doctors have put me through from different drugs has taken its toll and suppose these people will find me fit and fine as the are aid to do so by the government. It's amazing how many disbled people i have known has los there money and they dn cae wether theycan get to the job ceer or not thier excuse is ifyou want money you wil find away, Well let me tell you one thing i wont be able to and i will go with ut fod or money if that the cas and see how a death wold look on thier records. It makes m so angy so many peple who deserve to be disbled are infact tying to find jobs and ending up iller than whenthey started know but i suppose its something i must go through, here goes… good luck
