After burning myself something silly and toasting my forearms whilst out fishing i have to say i slept like a baby for the whole of the weekend. It was the best idea to go fishing and get some fresh air in the lungs and it has seemed to have done the trick as far as my head i concerned and haven't had many attacks at al, to be honest my first attack all weekend was this mornings wake up call from the beast at 4am.
It’s a shame my back isn’t as good as the rest of me at the moment. Ok i have to take care not to set the head attacks off and tend not to go far from the flat due to fear of an attacks but with this lush summer weather all i want to do is get out and about and do lots and los of fishing. I wish the pain in the back would just stop so i could go down the lake now fishing as i would just grab all my gear and go, The trouble carp fishing is the amount of tackle you end up carrying with you and even if using a stalking method you still need t be able to carry a bit of gear and even that can be painful for me.
I really hope the doctors next week will be able to sort it out and tell me exactly what is happening and why i am getting so much pain all the time . once its sorted or at least i know what it is i can take measures to compensate for the disability and make sure i get out a lot more than i am at the moment. It feels like i am missing all this nice sun and all the fun at the lakes. Maybe i will have to invest in this giant fishing barrow specially designed for people like me who have problems with their backs or nerves and it will go over any terrain with ease but it costs nearly £160 and that’s a huge expense especially someone on benefits and sickness.
I am off over the doctor to see if my new medication is ready to pick up. I will ring them first when they pen just to make sure it is there and then i will take a casual walk over so i can get some fresh air. As long as my head will behave itself it shouldn't be too bad and being out and about is doing me the world of good. I can’t wait for my next fishing trip already and am thinking of planning a 2 or 3 day trip very soon.
