Yet another wake up call from he beast to start the day. I am feeling a lot clearer head today for some reason not so pressured and dark as i can describe it, but actually think without being confused.The last couple of days have been painful ones with attacks happening through the day i am hoping it is starting to calm down again as when it gets like this it seems to calm and i only get one or 2 attacks in a day.
My back and sides are not so sore today either so it looks like a promising day. I just wish i had they means to go fishing as the weather has ben nice the last couple of gays. I have booked a trip 2 days and one night to see if we can get out first winter carp. I cant wait for this trip i have been preparing for so long. The first trip outs are always the interesting ones as you are getting used to new gear and tactics.
After everything i have been through i deserve a break. I have the doctor's again tomorrow for my six week check-up. I also have to report on the new drugs i was taking and what was happening to me over a week. I will not be taking them again nor will i take anything other than the pregabilin until i see me specialist again.
