I have given my best shot with regards to the new drug Topiramaz and there is now way on the planet i am taking it. To start with i had daily panic attacks constantly through out the day ad they never really stopped i just became used to them. Each day my eyes would involuntary start moving about and no matter what i tried to do it wouldn't stop them. had really bad het pains constantly whilst on the drug for a week and now i am off y nerves are only just starting to return to normal. Also suddenly fits for no reason and dropping to the floor shaking. My poor mate with me could only watch on and let it takes its course ensuring i don't bite my tongue. The doctor did dell me there was a risk that it could drop the fit threshold due to other medication but by he looks of things it had some serious side effects and how mad it has made me feel i am not touching those again.. A Week of torture and actually loosing my mind ins enough excitement fir me for a while. And the amount of temper i had whilst on them they should be banned i was raging and wanted to go out and hurt people it took my temper t levels i never thought possible and is one thing i would really lie to put behind me.
hopefully planning my first fishing trip of the season, we are going to have 3 days camping down on the local lake just in case anything happens, You never know with my head so i would rather be safer than sorry and spending the night in cold conditions isn't he best idea but i really do need this trip i need to get away for a while and try and find myself again. I fancy going out and hunting down some of the bigger of the fish and see if we can get some monsters.
I have made up some special bait an bags that will almost certainly get me the fish i am after so i am really looking forwards to a trip. We are just waiting for the next frost to end mid February then we are out camping and starting out new season for 1014
