Again i have again been woken by the Beast again this morning twice at 1 am and 1.30 am The first wasn’t so bad so i decided to try and get back to sleep but that turned out to be a huge mistake as the second attack was ne f he worst ones i have had in a long time lasting well over an hour and a half. It has left me with back pain like you wouldn’t believe and sharp shooting pains all up and down the spin including in the neck.
I was hoping to have a break from the Beast for a while as i seemed to have bee feeling well but for some reason i really felt the cold on my head this morning and it set it off. I am sat at the computer with my one eye half closed from the attack drinking a cup of coffee trying to breath a bi of life back into my body as each attack i get seems to train and take all my strength away in seconds.
So it looks like another early morning watching rubbish repeats on the TV or messing about on the computer. I really do wish i was fishing instead at this time in the morning i would probably be playing in a big carp or waiting for the bite at least as that’s their main feeding time in the mornings. I so wish i was fishing right now its crazy. have to get out soon or i am going to go nuts. I will have to arrange his fishing trip next weekend or during the week as we have a storm coming first and will have to let that pass before we can get out on the lake.
Lets hope the beast will now stay away for the rest of the day now and i can chill and just watch TV as the pain slowly eases away. The last thing i need is more attacks during the day making it painful all day long. I don’t think i could cope right now. Things had finally bee going well for me for a couple of days but now its turned painful lets hope that’s all it will be.
