WOW for the first time in a long time i actually managed to stay asleep and sleep through with out being woken by the beast from hell causing me agonising pain first thing in the morning. Now that i have actually slept rite through i don’t quite feel awake at the moment as i haven’t had any pain yet, it feels strange but nice ands i will just have to sit and enjoy it instead of wondering and wishing the worst to happen and end up causing myself an attack.
I am hoping this is just one of many more mornings with out pain to start the day to come. You probably think…. why is he so made up just to wake up with out pain or an attack? well in all honesty its been very rare i don’t have pain when i get up in the mornings it is either from attacks waking me first thing in the early hours or its due to strong shadows always being there, a feeling of pressure on the side of the head that is just as painful as a migraine but i become so used to them after 10 years of suffering the same problem that it just feels normal to me. Now that i am actually pain free for a change feels very strange indeed and even my back is behaving this morning i don’t have any shooting pains travelling up and down like i normally have.
For the first time in a long while i am actually lost for words and don’t know what to do with myself. Being pain free for me is such a novelty lately i am actually excited. it could also be the fact that i am off fishing tomorrow morning that i am all excited and can’t wait to be at the lake side trying to catch myself a monster fish. I think i will spend the day pottering around the flat doing all the little jobs i need to be done and get then done whilst i feel well enough to do them and not keep putting it off all the time. So that sounds like a plan!
My fishing web site seems to be taking off like a storm lately and i have even had a couple of local lads join the fishing club who will now be going on regular fishing trips with myself and the rest of Fishing Adventures Wales. I first started the site as it was just a blog like this one all about my hobby and the love i have for the sport. With all the support i have got from companies like Total Outdoors sending me free and discounted tackle, saving me a fortune, and other companies also showing their support my web site including Facebook pages have become very popular and is no longer just about me and my families fishing trips but about a group of people who all enjoy the same sport, fishing. I have also started a private fishing club off the back of the site in order to arrange trips and outings for everyone to join in with and coma along on or fishing venues.
Its crazy how sites like these blog sites become so popular and suddenly become viral over night. Especially a site like this where i share my feelings and thoughts as each day passes and the attacks continue. Share my experience with others to educate and empower others with the same knowledge so if they are suffering something similar then just maybe they will find something in my blogs that will help them to cope with the problems they are going through. If it just helps one person to realise this condition exists and helps them to deal with the condition then its all worth it. That’s how i see it anyway!
