Thankfully i haven’t been woken by the beast again this morning or have i had a big attack but last night was absolute murder. I ended up having over 10 attacks yesterday with 8 of them being through the day and then 2 massive one late last night that left me looking at my life in a different light. Again it scared the living daylights out of me and i actually thought i was going to die. No matter how many times i get attacks like that they don’t get any easier to manage. The pain was so intense i passed out twice only to wake up again a few seconds with my head feeling like it was going to explode.
I have woken this morning at 4am not due to an attack but i do have some strong shadows at the moment and a feeling of pressure again on the left side of the head. My neck seems to be ok at the moment although its still a little sore from last nights attacks.My back is normal and i do get small shooting pains up and down the spine when i move but i think that is due to another condition that i am waiting for my referral appointment for to find out what is going on in the back and why i am getting so much pain when i move or walk about.
Today we have decided to go fishing so i am praying my head behaves itself so i can go with my mother and step father as i have been missing my fishing like crazy. i don’t mind having one or two attacks by the waters edge as i can deal with them with the injections but to have a full day of attacks like yesterday i don’t think i would be able to cope. The weather is forecast to be warm with a little sun shining so it should be a good days fishing and i am going to try and see if i can get a nice big Carp out of the water. The lake we are fishing is known as the swan lake up at Peterstone Lakes complex just outside Newport in Wales and has a reputation for producing some big fish so i am really looking forwards to going as it is one of my favourite fishing venues.
Well its only a short entry into my blog today as i have to get myself ready for fishing and have loads to do. I have to go pick up all my medication for the week, get my money out of the bank, pay all my bills and orders and then get my tackle ready to go all by this morning. Should be a fund day rushing about but should be worth it when i catch a few nice fish.
