What an absolutely horrific day i had yesterday starting of with an attack from the beast at around 3am and then another at 5 just to start the day. Both attacks were big ones resulting in my eye swelling shut and my face drooping like i am having some kind of stroke. the pain was so strong all i could here was the loud ringing in my ears and feeling faint as if i was about to just pass out again. I hate actually passing out from the strong attacks as when you come round you feel just as sick as you do at the start of the attack and then the pain returns until the attack has run its course. What ever i going on inside my head is causing me so much agony and pain its just unbelievable. If it was happening to someone else i would say they were exaggerating the pain as no one could be in that much agony,… but its true!
The day continued with on and off attacks all through the day but the main attacks i think reached about 9 or 11 i am not quite sure but the big ones were very bad and scary. All i could do was sit and wait until the next attack came and then had to go through the process of dealing with the pain al over again. By the time the end of the day came and i went to bed i was almost asleep on my feet i was that bad. The worst thing is i was then again woken this morning at 3am and 4am with bad attacks and then had another at 9.30am. It seems like there is a weather system just passing over is bringing rain and storms and it seems to be effecting my head yet again. No matter how much i try i just can’t seem to stop the attacks from happening. OK it’s great to have the 2 injections to abort 2 of the big attacks but witch two do you choose? at the start of the day or at the end? keep them for when you wake up or keep them for when you are sleeping? Some times it just drives me insane.
My mother and step father managed to get out and went fishing yesterday at one of the local fisheries and by the sounds of it they caught loads of fish and had a great time. I had to miss out as i was waiting for parcels to arrive plus my head would just not stop playing up so i think it was for the best that i didn’t manage to go. I was thinking about getting out for a couple of hours today down at the local lake at the bottom of the road i live near but unfortunately it has been closed due to a problem with the water and the hot weather. What's actually going on i am not sure but there is no fishing for at least a week down there so that idea went out the window. To be honest i think again its a good idea i didn’t go the way my head has been today. Yet again i have another attack forming and i can feel my neck getting tighter and a feeling like i have a golf ball stuck in the joint. This means i have a big attack on its way so i will have to leave my blog at this for today and do the update sometime over the weekend.
