I spent the entire day yesterday suffering from attacks all the time and the after effects of the attacks. Not only was i having a bad head day but also a bad back day as well. The beast wasn’t content with just making me suffer in pain from the head and the attacks all the time but also wanted me to suffer pain with every movement i made. I couldn’t even get up to go to the toilet with out serious pain starting and resulting in me spending most of the time laid on my bed un able to move in fear of pain all the time.
I really do dislike it when my back plays up just as bad as the head as i end up feeling helpless and unable to do the smallest of tasks. Not only does it make you feel helpless and useless but also starts off my depression and i end up in some sorry states.The attacks are only half of the battle and drain all of your energy so even after the attack is over all you can do is lay there waiting for your strength to return hoping it will come back before the next attack shows its head again.
I have experienced the worst of the attacks before but nothing prepares you for a full day of them. One attack after the other, the next just as painful as the first and nothing you can do except rid it out and let it takes it course. I can only put the day down to the weather and all the rain and wet weather we are getting at the present moment. Maybe this low pressure area is what has set off all the attacks and will hopefully be over soon especially as the better weather approaches.
My head at the moment is not only suffering from strong shadows but also aching like it is swollen and in pain. The throb i am getting in my head is worst than having a migraine yet not as powerful as an attack and is constant. If it was only a n ache every now and again i wouldn’t worry so much but this is just non stop and doesn’t even show signs of stopping any time soon. My sides feel like someone has been punching me in each side leaving it bruised and in pain and my back also feels as if i have been run over by a truck or something.
I am hoping that today isn’t as bad as it was yesterday but i have a bad feeling as the aches and pains are just too strong at the moment and aren’t showing signs of easing off any time soon. All i can do is try to stay as still as i can and try not to do anything that will aggravate my current condition and end up making me feel even worst than i all ready do, if at all possible. :Lets just hope this nightmare ends soon as i just don’t know how much more i can take.
