I wasn’t surprised to be woken from my sleep by the beast but i was shocked to see it was only 1.30 in the morning. The temperature dropped last night and when i woke i could feel a cold band around my head and down my neck. I got up , managed to ride the worst of the attack as it wasn’t a massive one and then whet back to sleep. Only to be woken again at 3.25 with another yet stronger attack. This time i rushed into the living room and took my injection and sat there praying it would kick in soon. The pain kept building in strength and i started to fear the worst, that the attack had over powered the injection and i was in for a really rough time.
It was about another 10 minuets and then finally i started to feel the injection kick in and the pain in the head ease. It had left me again with a bad back and sharp electric shocks up and down the spine. Every time i moved i would get pain and especially in the back and shoulder areas. The left side of me is now in constant pain and i get trouble with some thing in my shoulder and back that is connected to the nerve. My bowels seem to be a bit calmer and the wind doesn’t seem to be producing as much as it was a few days ago witch can only be a good sign. My neck is in constant agony and the sharp pain behind my left shoulder blade that connects up to the neck when its really bad is giving me jip constantly.
My walking seems one day to be getting better and then the next it becomes bad again. The problems with the walking and my legs going numb all the time is an intermittent thing and is only there 2 out of 7 days. The problems i get with sharp pain in the spine and aches in the bum cheeks is more regular and especially happens if i walk to the shop and carry shopping. Even though i am not producing so much wind and haven’t been having the trouble with my bowels like before i am still getting strange pain inside me and also going to the toilet is very hard. It seems like the muscles don’t want to push what ever it needs to to get the stuff out of me and then after a couple of days building up the body then decides its evacuation time and every thing kicks into action.
I think its something to do with my bum going numb all the time making it feel like i am sat in a hole when sat relaxing. After going to the toilet the side muscles are very sore and tender to touch so what ever is causing all this seems to be effecting my muscles also. Thank god today is the day of my appointment with the chronic pain management clinic and hopefully someone will start to investigate why this is going on all the time. Especially why i am getting so much pain in my back, shoulder and neck. I am starting to believe its something to do with my neck and why every now and again it seems to click as if to click back into place. As well as setting off my CH attacks i think what ever is causing the neck to have problems is also effecting my spine. It’s all guess work at the moment and until they have run tests and start investigating we won’t know what it is.
I am just praying that no matter what ever it is that has caused me all these problems i will be able to get better again or at least start controlling it and stop all this pain and worry all the time. Each day, as time goes on and i keep feeling worst, i think something bad is going to happen and i will end up with either a stroke or heart attacks all from these problems. I am now getting pains in my chest where i never had them before, The head and the neck seems to be getting worst, my movement is becoming limited and the problems with my bowels keep getting aggravated. Surely to god someone can see that i have a problem and is willing to help me.
